Sunday, October 19, 2008

today was so in between. ii forgot to bring my umbrella and ii got caught in the ran while walking up to fort canning for ballet from funan =[ and it made me feel so
urgh and ii wasn't in the mood for dancing cos ii was soaked to the bone and my hair looked like rats tails. and then ii had muscle ache from all that gym and it took me
forever to get down to my split =[
and then it was still raining swiss wahaes and mushrooms when my pointe class ended but sylvia offered to give me a lift home (: and then ii was planning to dump my stuff at home and go to the library cos the sky looked so much better. didn't turn out that way in the end though. god decided to be mean and made the angels cry.
and my sis and ii got into a fight, the physical one. and then she decided to be freaking annoying and poured hot milo down my hair. and then ii totally refused to talk to her and then ii pushed her and she nearly fell out of the kitchen. and to get me back she kept turning off the wireless so ii couldn't use the internet.
what a mouthful.
and ii feel so off, like something's missing and ii don't know what it is. and a few days ago pris said something along the lines of me not really smiling the whole year. and ii didn't understand. cos ii thought ii was pretty okay. and ii was pretty sure ii did laugh or smile quite alot. ii mean, ii know ii'm still missing doha and my entourage but ... ii felt pretty okay.
urgh. ii hate feeling like this.
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4:32 PM