today was a quite a bad day. ii failed chemistry, and only passed emaths by two marks. two careless marks lost.

and if that wasn't enough, ii still had training. and after not training for almost one and a half months, ii'm extremely stiff. and teng didn't help one bit. my left leg split has always been weak. it takes me ages to get down to 180 degrees. ii just happened to be pushing myself to 180 when she walked by and said "how come you're so fat? you're so stiff now!" ii couldn't care less about the "fat" bit. it's not like she's any thinner. but the "stiff" bit really stung. cos ii've tried for eons to push myself that much farther and ii'm sorry but the rest of the team are still wayy better. even my juniors. it's so embarrassing when ii've got to ask them how the routine should be done.

and ii trained so hard today, throwing the rope up trying to get the step right, my arm is sore. it hurts like crazy when ii lift it *sighs*

and when ii was on the train today there was this guy sitting across me. ii couldn't help staring cos one of his eyelashes was WHITE. ii mean the whole set of eyelashes. wierd, ii tell you.

okaye, these popups are really annoying me now.

the good thing is: II'M NOT GETTING RETAINED! (: oh joyy... :DD

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