• end of year results - ii know for certain ii did SHIT so yeah. all that about getting retained. cos ii REALLY DON'T WANNA BE RETAINED.
• cca. ii know, like, what? but ii'm like the worst out of everyone on the team, it doesn't exactly boost my morale. and ii end up working like shit, and the coach still thinks ii don't work hard enough.
• stupid bitch anisa. HOW DARE SHE INVITE JADU TO HER SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY?! huh?! HUH???! she deserves punishment. something along the lines of fire ants would be appropriate. or maybe blood-sucking spiders. ii know this makes it seem as though ii've got OCD but ii can't help it. it's not fair, ii'm stuck in this shithole and she's there having a go. URGH.

and ii can't believe ii gave up the opportunity to go for a shopping spree today where everything was on discount. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. ii actually went to the LIBRARY. ohmygod. ii must be having some wierd hormonal change that's making me potentially psycho. and one of the books ii borrowed was "This Must Be Love". pretty much a modern "A Midsummer Nights Dream". and Helena in the story is seriously egoistical. ewww. ii mean, "... but ii managed to look as unpertubed and dignified as ever," geez. get a life. Helena's got some serious issues with her mentality.

and the one good thing is ii've got the class beach party to look forward to! (: it just came up to me today, and yup. details aren't finalised yet.

and ii have 5 gatherings at my place in 4 weeks. and they're all my parent's friends. this is SO. NOT. FAIR. ii really don't have a life here. and richard's complaining about his Alevels in doha. geez.

oh great. now ii've lost my bookmark *sigh* ii think ii'll thump it out on the piano. you know, kismet should really warn us when we're gonna have a shit day. maybe give us a thunderstorm or hailstones. then ii'll know when to seize the, you know, carp or whatever it is.

GUILLOTINES AND GORE.