Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i often wondered how it felt when some1 u lyked went off with some1 else.and now i noe. it hurts so much, i cant explain.i'm living in the past, ignoring the present, fantasizing the future. every1 thinks i'm just a girl who has no depth and feeling. some1 who just talks lyke there's no tml. it's so hard 2 shake off this feeling........
anywaes, there r still things tt make miie exuberant and exultant. it mite cheer miie up. [ i hope!] yesterdae, during dinner, daddy was talking abt miie when i was 1+. i went 2 disneyland twice when i was a toddler and daddy said tat i was sooo hyper-active tat he had 2 drug miie on the plane so tat i would fall asleep, or i would b walking around and getting myself into all sorts of trouble. heeheex : ) that is so unlyke miie now.
PSLE IS OVER!!! i'm gonna celebrate! cnt wait 4 tml cos i'm going 2 heeren with claire. i've gt loads tt i've gotta do b4 i go 2 qatar:
1. write the story i've been planning 4 3 months
2. master the piano pieces
3. GO SHOPPING!!!
4. go 2 the library and borrow bks
5. neoprints!
6. immerse myself in bks.
7.go 2 sirin's cake baking thingy
8. megan's sleepover
9. yuqing's blog [finally gt her to create a blog!!!]
10. claudia and clara's blog
cnt wait 4 sirin's cake baking thingy. it's white chocolate! though i do wonder y we need lemon extract and stuff lyke tt.
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