4:32 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
today was AWESOME (: ii love the new seating arrangement!
it's huiyi, rachel, me, pillow on the second row
and chunnie, keatkeat, bernie, min yee on the third row (:
and ii can turn around and talk to them any time ii want!
yupyup. and ii had so much fun poking rachel in the ribs! her reactions are HUGE. the first few times ii poked her she literally jumped off her chair XD and it was during bio! and mrs lim was like "rachel..." cos she couldn't see me poking her XD haha
and then during recess ii bought ovalteenies. and ii was munching them throughout maths and chem and english XD must be the reason why ii was so high today; OVERDOSE OF CAFFEINE :P ahaahaa.
AND AND AND during english we were doing comprehension and there was this word in the passage "concubine" and mr searle asked us what it meant. then huiyi said "XIAO LAO PO" and mr searle, being ang moh, didn't understand and he heard "sell pork" :P and he was like "no, concubines don't sell pork!" and then all of us laughed, pillow nearly falling off her chair. and then after that pillow kept asking "what do concubines do?" and we both answered "SELL PORK!" :PP both of us were pretty high over the ovalteenies XD
and then rachel suddenly said bubbles (as in the powerpuff girls) and ii announced "okay. ii'll be mojo jojo and pillow can be my turban" :P and then pillow said something about turning my baby against me and ii decided to change my turban to keatkeat. and the pillow said she'd conspire with keat2 so ii changed it again to chunnie XD haha! chunniie is INCORRUPTABLE. or was it uncorruptable? oh who cares. you get my point.
and the pillow said, there's is no was both of us can sit next to each other, we'd both fail our O'Levels XD
and we went to macs for lunch with keatkeat and huiyi and huiyi brought her video cam! so she was videoing us all as we walked down the slope to macs! and commenting about keat's gay umbrella with lace XD it was so funny!
and then on the way back she started to interview me
huiyi: ruiyun ii'm going to interview you!
me: okay!
huiyi: what's your name?
me: monkey!
huiyi: what do you do besides eat bananas?
me and pillow at the same time: SWING ON TREES!
huiyi: do you know anyone with three nipples?
me: do ii know what sdgsdhfdfd?
pillow: ii heard "do you know anyone with three nipples?"
me: yeah ii do!
huiyi: who?
me: HUIYI!!!
ahaha... and then ii forgot what else she said. oh but she interviewed pillow too!
oh ii feel so good. ii'm blogging and facebooking and doing this quiz at the same time! ii'm a MASTER MULTI-TASKER! as you can see, the ovalteenies hasn't worn off yet :P
gym was okay, we started at around 2.45. ii did better on my ball routine (: OH HAPPY DAYYY! and then my juniors siow pin and rebecca asked me to teach them the attitude step and ii couldn't help remembering how beverley used to have problems with that step too. dang. ii miss her heaps! *sighs*
ii still ache all over. but not so much now.
II CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDEEEEE. ii'm going to rent my books again! and buy my shorties! AND TAKE A LOTTA PICTURES! ii swear, my facebook photo album is getting stale. mosquitoes are gonna start breeding!
BANANA CHIQUITA!
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5:38 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
today was a quite a bad day. ii failed chemistry, and only passed emaths by two marks. two careless marks lost.
and if that wasn't enough, ii still had training. and after not training for almost one and a half months, ii'm extremely stiff. and teng didn't help one bit. my left leg split has always been weak. it takes me ages to get down to 180 degrees. ii just happened to be pushing myself to 180 when she walked by and said "how come you're so fat? you're so stiff now!" ii couldn't care less about the "fat" bit. it's not like she's any thinner. but the "stiff" bit really stung. cos ii've tried for eons to push myself that much farther and ii'm sorry but the rest of the team are still wayy better. even my juniors. it's so embarrassing when ii've got to ask them how the routine should be done.
and ii trained so hard today, throwing the rope up trying to get the step right, my arm is sore. it hurts like crazy when ii lift it *sighs*
and when ii was on the train today there was this guy sitting across me. ii couldn't help staring cos one of his eyelashes was WHITE. ii mean the whole set of eyelashes. wierd, ii tell you.
okaye, these popups are really annoying me now.
the good thing is: II'M NOT GETTING RETAINED! (: oh joyy... :DD
banana chiquita -
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4:24 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
ii'm fookin pissed. ii mean, seriously. as if ii haven't got enough to make me woebegone.
- end of year results - ii know for certain ii did SHIT so yeah. all that about getting retained. cos ii REALLY DON'T WANNA BE RETAINED.
- cca. ii know, like, what? but ii'm like the worst out of everyone on the team, it doesn't exactly boost my morale. and ii end up working like shit, and the coach still thinks ii don't work hard enough.
- stupid bitch anisa. HOW DARE SHE INVITE JADU TO HER SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY?! huh?! HUH???! she deserves punishment. something along the lines of fire ants would be appropriate. or maybe blood-sucking spiders. ii know this makes it seem as though ii've got OCD but ii can't help it. it's not fair, ii'm stuck in this shithole and she's there having a go. URGH.
and ii can't believe ii gave up the opportunity to go for a shopping spree today where everything was on discount. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. ii actually went to the LIBRARY. ohmygod. ii must be having some wierd hormonal change that's making me potentially psycho. and one of the books ii borrowed was "This Must Be Love". pretty much a modern "A Midsummer Nights Dream". and Helena in the story is seriously egoistical. ewww. ii mean, "... but ii managed to look as unpertubed and dignified as ever," geez. get a life. Helena's got some serious issues with her mentality.
and the one good thing is ii've got the class beach party to look forward to! (: it just came up to me today, and yup. details aren't finalised yet.
and ii have 5 gatherings at my place in 4 weeks. and they're all my parent's friends. this is SO. NOT. FAIR. ii really don't have a life here. and richard's complaining about his Alevels in doha. geez.
oh great. now ii've lost my bookmark *sigh* ii think ii'll thump it out on the piano. you know, kismet should really warn us when we're gonna have a shit day. maybe give us a thunderstorm or hailstones. then ii'll know when to seize the, you know, carp or whatever it is.
GUILLOTINES AND GORE.
bloop @
12:44 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
today was AWESOME (: exams are over (woots!) and ii have shopping and more shopping to look forward to! PICNIC DRESS, HERE II COME!
went to priscilla's house with huiyi for a movie marathon (: ii seriously feel spoiled when ii go to her place, her dad made us english breakfast again (: at home, that's a rarity. we watched DOA &heats;, half of enchanted, 200 pound beauty - dominique came outta his room to watch it too and ii think he must've thought it wierd that there were three girls in front of him crying at the same time XD and pris was holding the tissue box and passing tissues around :P and and and princess diaries (: ii swear, Miachel Moscovitz (cutie!) looks exactly like selim with his hair gelled up at the independence day ball! the resemblance was so similiar, it was freaky! and it reminded me of doha. alot. *sighs* when am ii ever going to stop missing that place?
we had fights over my baby! haha. but damn, he smells good (: must be because of priscilla's moisturizer. and she got so pissed at me and huiyi for putting him on the dining table :P
and ii just found that my stinking speakers aren't working so ii've got to use my sister's com to watch videos. urgh. and as if ii don't have to put up with her hormones now.
ii feel bored... even though there's like a million things to do. run around screaming with a scissors, for one. or slide down the banisters, possibly endangering my life, which is pretty pathetic.
ii can't wait for shopping tomorrow! spotlight in the morning with my mom and pris, and then pris and ii are gonna hit the shops in the afternoon! :DD ii need shorties! and those cute baby doll tees.
ii was searching for pics on kristen stewart and robert pattinson and it's so annoying when desperados post those tacky images saying "ii ♥ edward cullen" on those stupid note paper you can find on those stupid sites. it's freakin annoying.
satin and sadism -
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3:06 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
we had to watch a video of elephants being culled during english yesterday. it hurt so much just to watch it, so much that it made me cry. how cruel us humans can be, killing for the sake of money. just for ivory and for elephant meat. we're so heartless. ii told my parents about it over dinner and my mom showed me this video her friend had sent her.
on these chinese farms, foxes, minks, rabbits are skinned alive. they're still alive and kicking. are we so sadistic, so cruel, so ruthless, that we don't even let them have a painless death? it makes me so ashamed to be a chinese. they beat the poor animals on the ground, with sticks etc. and these animals are left outside at extreme temperatures. the animals are so desperate to get away, the throw themselves against the metal cages and bite themselves. are we the reincarnation of the devil?
can you imagine how much pain, how excruciating it is, having your neck stepped on repeatedly? or being skinned alive? or having your head bashed against the floor over and over again? the poor animals, they can only whimper, their soundless screams no one can hear.
please go to http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp
and take a look at humanity's acts of "kindness"
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12:49 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
urgh, ii'm having such a bad day today...
painter guys came today to paint my room. okay. the dumped all my stuff onto my bed, washed their paintbrushes in my sink, scratched my new study table (ii don't know how they did it) and soaked my bathroom floor. and as if that wasn't enough, a suicidal beetle flew onto my bra. that did it. ii was so pissed at whacked it outta the window.
and then ii had an argument with my mom yesterday about my attitude problem and we got it resolved today. not so bad. my dad made my go out and buy dinner and he drove me there. not a problem. and then he said he'd pick me up from the carpark basement where the motorbikes are. ii didn't really think much of it until ii was standing in the basement with my hands loaded with plastic bags. ii was waiting so freakin long, and then there were all these people staring at me. and if that wasn't enough , all these motorcylists were staring at me too as they parked their bikes. as if ii was some creature in the zoo, those stupid morons. and then when ii got annoyed at waiting so long ii called my dad and he was like "can't you wait?" and ii replied "it's creepy here!" and then when he came he totally refused to talk to me, like, HOW IS THAT MY FAULT???
the good thing was my room is now painted a gorgeous lilac. and ii've got to put up with the disgusting smell of tinner that comes with it.
spent nearly an hour and a half on the piano cos there was nothing much to do and ii couldn't sit still at the dining table. at least my pieces sound better than just random tinklings.
chatting with cameron, he's changed quite a bit. he's very... different now. he was much sweeter, ii think, that time. but ii haven't spoken to him in such a long time, ii could've forgotten. but he's still very lovable :DD
banana chiquita -
bloop @
3:37 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
haha! pris is so psyched by seeing bella and edward together (: they look so sweet right? *giggles* really makes one wistful, huh?
ii was so cold in the morning ii was pratically wrapping myself up in my sweater! and ii always end up sleeping when it's cold or raining [they usually go hand in hand together] and it was JUST SO COMFY. then someone banged on the table waking me up from my beauty sleep! grrr... LYNETTE LIN! she came just to ask me whether we had training today. ii wouldn't know, would ii?? which reminds me, ii need to ask her if we have training tmr...
ii feel like such a good kid now, ii'm actually trying to pay attention in class! no more daydreaming or falling asleep, EOYs are coming. ii can't wait till it's over! ii'd better get good grades, ii really don't wanna get retained.
it's so cool that ii finally went online today after so long and cool people are online (: not the usual gays! WOOOOOHOOOOO! probably because summer hols are coming to an end, everyone's back in doha. AWESOME. ii was just talking to cameron, HE LIVES IN JAKARTA!
Cameron says:
thts nice to hear
[&&-] ♥ADDIE - [cheeky look! (:] puppielove. innocence. ♣ -- `littlematchgirl. says:
ii'm in singapore
[&&-] ♥ADDIE - [cheeky look! (:] puppielove. innocence. ♣ -- `littlematchgirl. says:
what abt you?
Cameron says:
oh are u shitting me
Cameron says:
u live there?
[&&-] ♥ADDIE - [cheeky look! (:] puppielove. innocence. ♣ -- `littlematchgirl. says:
uh huh
Cameron says:
omg
[&&-] ♥ADDIE - [cheeky look! (:] puppielove. innocence. ♣ -- `littlematchgirl. says:
ii left doha for good.
[&&-] ♥ADDIE - [cheeky look! (:] puppielove. innocence. ♣ -- `littlematchgirl. says:
*sigh*
Cameron says:
holy shit
Cameron says:
am gona come an see you
*SHRIEKS* him and his friends were planning on visiting singapore over a weekend! ii was just browsing through his peeks on facebook. damn, he's grown so much taller now! the last time ii saw her before he left, we were the same height! now he's like freakin 5"8!
and wernie's pissing me off -_-" he hasn't changed one bit!
watched A Midsummer Night's Dream during e lit todeee. it was okay, ii love the fairies the best (: very ethereal and dance-y and you get my point. there was this bit where Lysander touched Hermia's *ahem* and some squirmies screamed/yelled/shrieked (ii ought to be a thesaurus). ii mean, yeah, it should be censored, but please, at least control yourself so people think you're not getting high over that.
and now, au revior.
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3:40 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
found that while looking for pics on the Twilight series and Robert Pattinson (: keep staring, it's sweet, innit? :D
ii had PMS today! pris bought me Breaking Dawn and she was reading my book! thing is, ii have this rule: no one is to read my book until ii've read it, even if ii've read it before. ii'm sorry ii'm sounding so freakishly possesive but that's the way it is. and the whole incident resulted in me being extremely high-strung and quick to anger. and ii got pretty pissed at her, and sort of kept snubbing her, which ii'm sorry for. this sounds so cliche, like what you everyday apology sounds like -_-" grrr...
as you can see, PMS again.
and today my boobs kept getting targeted by Kristin, Elizabeth and Clarissa! ii mean, seriously, it's just getting way too far. ii won't say ii'm pissed, ii'd say ii was unpleasantly (but not much) surprised. and a lil` taken aback too.
ii just took this quiz thingamajigga on Facebook. ii'm Alice Cullen (:
ii was on the bus home today when ii suddenly thought about the things ii regretted. pretty strange, a tad out of ordinary, but then again, ii'm not EXTRAORDINARY (: haha. so anyway. things ii regret:
- not hugging everybody in doha goodbye! esp diaan and andreaa and pieter! =[
- wasting my first nine months in doha
- not spending more time with my petite cheries
- not spending enough time in that music room on the second floor
- not spending enough time with Miss Akiko and Ms Tianka!
ii probably have alot more, but these are the ones that matter the most.
things ii don't regret:
- kicking reed on the shin
- wiping shaving cream all over jadu and nas'r
- "stealing" keatkeat's phone :P
- PISSING RUEBEN OFF BY CALLING HIM A STALKER (it's true!)
oh, those were the times (:
and and and ii was flipping through old Connexios and ii saw a picture of pris with allison! dang, pillow, you haven't changed much!
my back hurts... =[
[ velvet & vendetta ]
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5:34 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
ii haven't blogged for a long long time. keatkeat has been reminding me to do so every time ii see her XD so ii shall blog now, ma cherie.
didn't feel like going for the overseas education talk when ii woke up this morning so ii sat in my balcony and finished reading Eclipse. ii started it yesterday at 2-ish (ii even remember!) and finished it this morning, ii feel so accomplished! and ii must be getting the Twilight flu now. ii'm not obsessed, ii think, just interested. ha, pris will have something to say bout that, ii'll bet.
there must be something wrong with me, cos ii start reading twilight when everyone's already geared up for the conclusion -_-" and ii can't even get sick right! there was this flu going around one-two weeks ago and ii was fine, now everyone's recovered and ii'm getting an on-off sore throat -_-"
went to the Stephanie Meyer's website and saw the Twilight movie trailer and ii'm so disappointed! Robert Pattinson aka Cedric Diggory is SO NOT CUTE and the other cast characters are not anymore gorgeous! Bella looks okay (there's one super gorgeous pic of her) to me , so that's a plus, but Robert Pattinson? Robert Freakin Pattinson as Edward?? ewwwwwwwwwww! he's got that vamp-milky-white-pallor and all that yada yada but he's SO not fit for the part. anakin skywalker ain't that cute but ii think he would've been a better bet! Taylor Lautner aka Jacob's cute (: he's got that boy-next-door loo. and it's so strange, he can look like so teenage, and yet so mature!
ii still think guardian angels are so much more gorgeous. don't ponder about it, that wasn't your cue to go berserk over what ii'm hinting.
and the renovation guys are back again, and now they're working on the auto gate. *sigh*
and the Regent Secondary band are practicing their pieces again. URGH. they've been at it for the past two hours!
and the weather's annoying me! thunder keeps rumbling and then it drizzles a little, then the sun comes out, then the sky darkens and there's thunder again. MAKE UP YOUR MIND! ii've got things to plan, you know!
ii've been so out of luck this week, ii've had a rhythmic gym club chucked at my head and now there's a bruise (ii know it wasn't intentional, lowlies!) and ii've bruise on my wrist and right hand because of spinning the hoop so much and there's lump on my foot because of my stupid accident with the barre. *sigh*
[calico and corpses]
bloop @
4:51 PM
Thursday, July 31, 2008
ii think ii lost my form for the national day thing o.0 urghh. ii think it's such waste of time, making this stupid long chain around singapore and saying the national anthem together. can't we just go to school the usual time and end like 10+ like we always do???? then ii have the rest of the day to shop! so annoying..
huiyi gave me a chocolate bunbun today (: ate it during maths class test xD
ii love juxtapositions. you know, cos they don't tend to make sense. and ii like things that don't make sense so ii can say "WHAT THE HELL YOU TALKING ABOUT DOOD?" :P yes, ii love juxtapositions.
fell asleep in social studies and ii had no idea ii did until ii suddenly woke up and found my head on my books. at least my daddy's driving me to school tomorrrow (: ii get to wake up laterrr..!
the Powder Puffs were standing in front of the mirror admiring their looks -_-" the look pretty enough to turn milk sour. and that's a fact. deal with it, botch.
played the Secret piano scores with priscilla during recess (:
and after school went with lynette for the leadership workshop thing. played games etc etc. pretty boring, and my usual catchphrase - it was a waste of my time.
after using so many it-was-a-waste-of-my-times, ii don't think people even know what a good use of my time is. if ii'm in my room with a glass of sparkling juice and instrumentals and a decent book, that's not a waste of my time. if ii'm stretching, not a waste of my time. and neither is chillaxing with the darlings. everything else is almost defintely a waste of my time.
and there's this girl in my class, she always tags along, trying to be one of the "in crowd". can't you tell that they're just using you? ii don't even sympathise with you cos you brought this upon yourself and it was all your choice. ii really don't understand how blind and stupid you are. are you too proud to ingratiate yourself with another clique, rather than those girls whom you call friends, who seem so close, but actually gesticulate and backstab each other? what's wrong with you??
[ taffeta and terror ]
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4:41 PM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
well. ii was on the bus on my way home from school yesterday and there was this girl in front of me. red mini-shorts, little miss brainy top. she met her friend on the bus, dressed much more conservatively, very much like a chav. yes, CHAV. so anyway. after like 3 minutes or so, one of the guys sitting at the back of the bus came down and asked her for her number. and he didn't even know her. and she was stupid enough to give it to him! that guy looked to be about sec 1 or 2, very naive, very "suave". DEYI SECONDARY. lame. anyway. the minute he got her number he gave it to all his other friends. and then after getting her number then did he ask her name. CONNIE. ho-kay. we still have so many desperados in the 22nd century. everyone, please empathise with these freaks.
my neighbour just got two new dalmation puppies! they're soooo cute! and when ii put my hand in through the grills one of them nibbled at my fingers XD
the broken radios kept screeching again. today. and yesterday. and the day before.
ii feel soo extremely pissed today. ii'm pissed at the stupid wanton store guy for being so stingy and giving me only two minute pieces of wanton and too much noodles and too little sauce. and ii'm pissed at my dad for telling me off and saying "i'm not picking on you, it's your attitude problem!" yeah well frankly, ii don't give a shit. it's always "YOU AND YOUR ATTITUDE PROBLEM" ii really feel like strangling someone.
ii'm pissed at living in this hellhole.
keat and ii have this imaginary friend. he's called Bob. Bob says hi. Bob is gay and his boyfriend's called Jimbob. Bob lives in my wallet. Jimbob lives in Clarissa's chair and is constantly getting squashed. it's a hard life. Priscilla's imaginary friend is called Pimple. and Whitehead and Blackhead are Pimple's henchmen.
oh god. ii feel seriously retarded.
au revoir my fellow retards.
bloop @
12:15 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
MY GORGEOUS! I LOVE YOU, ETHAN! ♥
okay. some people were filing their nails in class today, and they continued with their singing -_-" honestly, if ii wanted to hear shit music ii'd buy a useless radio. cos that's exactly what they sound like. USELESS RADIOS. and the class is not a boutique. please keep your manicures and facials to your own room. ii really wanna change seats!
keat and ii had so much fun playing with a spatula during chemistry! :P and we got told off quite a few times for it XD
had gym recess, ii can't wait to find out who's the new captain! ii hope its her :DD
II LOVE MRS ELAINE LIM! :DD she's so nice and accomodating! her lesson as the last period and alot of us were so sleeepyy! but she was showing us these powerpoint slides and annice was sleeping and then she said "annice." and asked her a question and right after annice answered she went back to sleep again. and mrs lim just shook her head and smiled! :D ii wish all my teachers were like that!
came back home, planned to go to the library and then go shopping but then my dad offered to drive me there before dinner. but then something happened so in the end ii only got to return my books =[
ii'm bruised all over! yesterday night yuqing was bunking over in my room and it was soo crowded in there! then the phone rang when the lights were already off and ii tripped over my dressing table chair and nearly hit my head =[ and then yuqing asked "did you hit your head?" and ii said "no" and she was like "oh damnit!" :P
keat and ii had a very fun candid camera session! :DD
AAAHHHHAHAHAHA! PRISCILLAAAA! she looks so cute right (:
bye poopheads
dot.dash.dot.
bloop @
4:58 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
today was boring. lynette popped by during maths (ii think) to give me the rest of her egg and sandwich (: haha, ii was so hungry!
maths was okay. ii understood everything (: fell asleep in chinese, ii'm so tired these days! watched three videop clips during english which was actually quite interesting (:
but my day was still pretty boring all the same.
sigh... singapore, the black and white photo of the 22nd century. old-fashioned.
anyway. came home, the renovation people were working on the courtyard and car porch aka veranda and the smell of tinner was
overpowering! ii couldn't help feeling nauseous. so ii ran up the stairs nearly crashing into the Ming vase (o,0)! <-- haha! looks like panda! just without the ears! ANYWAY. escaped to my room and found that my mom dumped my sister's menagerie of animals on my
bed and how'm ii supposed to sleep tonight?
OH and ii uploaded some pics from my phone! ♥
keat keat and ii! ♥
huiyi made that for meee ♥ :DD
and ii drew that on keat's leg XD
the fail-safe way to mend shoes: use a stapler!
bye poopheads
♥-♠
bloop @
11:36 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
OH HAPPY DAY! ii finished all four tests this week! & ii actually did my maths homework! I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED! WOOOOHOOO! :DD
it rained today! (: and ii was snuggled up in my oh-so-comfy jacket! that's the life!
the whole day today ii've been telling myself ii'm gonna have a lotta things to blog about. apparently now ii'm stuck for things to say o.0
OH OH! my auntie beatrice is coming to stay tomorrow! and yuqing's pissed cos she's gonna have to give her room up :P and ii'm pissed cos she's to bunk over in my room and ii'm probably going to freeze to death cos she likes the AC on really low while the lowest ii can go is 25 degrees.
ii feel so blessed (: ii have two AWESOMEST, BESTEST friends!
♥ Priscilla lets me tickle and poke her! it's not my fault she's so pokeable! :P and she's always there for me! and we're never short of things to talk about! and laugh about! and bitch about! and she always brings me blueberry muffins when ii'm sweating buckets in gym! LOVE LOVE!
♥ Keatkeat lets me lie on her lap when ii'm still in LALALAND! and lets me lie back on her knees during boring assemblies! and she's so fun to tease! ii say "yee keaaaattt" randomly and event though she knows ii'm just out to tease her, she still plays along! :DD
and of course my entourage in Dohaaa ♥! ours is a beautiful love (:
ii'm boredd..
ii'm gonna watch TEEVEE!
bye poopheads
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3:51 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
ii swear, ii really hate monday mornings. ii just CANNOT get up! and it's my bed feels soo comfy and warm and you get my point. and this morning ii was so groggy ii got up at the wrong side of the bed. again. urghh.. ii hate school =[
ii'm listening to the GOONG ♥ soundtrack now (: makes me feel like watching to show again! *sighs*
aujourd'hui, the china exchange program people came today! two girls and two guys, ii think. or was it two guys and three girls? *thinks* my memory span seems to be getting shorter. hmmm... so. lots of flirting :P there aren't even that cute -_-" and there was this shorter guy that looked like this guy ii met when ii was going my performance course in London and ii nearly expired of heart attack! ii wasn't wearing my glasses so ii couldn't see properly. and ii remember the London guy was called Ronson XD and we used to roll our 'r's so it sounded like rrrrrRRRRonsonnnn :P ii must say, he took it very well.
and there was this french girl in dilligence who was coming for a short while, ii think. ii liked her pink tank top (:
recess was spent rushing through last-minute history revision. ii was writing down so many notes! yesterday ii was highlighting info while stretching before pointe class. ii was going splits so it was easy (: to highlight, ii mean. and mr wong, the eccentric pianist peered over my shoulder and said "how are you going to remember if you highlight so much? ohhh ii know! you just like to decorate your book right?" :P
so anyway. history ii was so nervous. when keatkeat and ii read the first question, our jaws dropped open. PANIC ATTACK! but ii think it was okay, though my history is terrible, ii really shouldn't get my hopes up. ii was writing so much and my fingers were so tense! ii was gripping my pen so hard! no wonder my hand so much afterwards. and ii didn't get to finish the paper =[ ii didn't even weigh the factors and write a conclusion for my structured essay! =[
ii'm sick of singapore food. ii wanna go to Applebee's! but singapore's so lacking it doesn't even have and Applebee's! and ii thought Doha had nothing!
OHMYGOD. ii'm so jealous! ii've just been looking through my Doha friend's Facebook albums and MON DIEU they're at beaches and AWESOME countries like France and Rome getting a freakin` gorgeous tan while ii'm here in Singapore working my butt off =[ life ain't fair!
bye poopheads
bloop @
2:47 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
ii was going to blog yesterday but ii'd an A Maths test to study for =[ so today should be a longer post!
social studies was quite okay, mr tan mistook me for ruijun or ruijun for me -_-" ii mean, seriously. we look nothing alike! and then he asked us "If ii said America, what does it make you think of?" and he answered stuff like freedom, liberty, all those Mandela and Luther King stuff. and then he asked about Switzerland, and ii was like shouting really loudly CHOCOLATE! haha :P if you ask me, the Swiss are wayy nicer and more considerate than Singaporeans.
oh ii just remembered! my uncle has six toes! o.0 random, yes ii know.
today we had free period for biology (: but the class was sooo freakin noisy and it was mostly the councillors that were making all the noise! especially priscilla tan! she was screaming and shouting at the top of her voice, it was really tres ennuyeux! ii don't even now how she got to become a councillor. how irresponsible!
had gym recess today (: after eating we went upstairs to the gym to play! LOVE! we played the werewolf game and then after that we played another game which ii can't remember the name of. we did so much running and chasing after each other it was so funny! note to self: my reaction time is DAMN SLOW.
you know, ii kind of miss training. ii really need to stretch more!
RENOVATION!!! my car porch is gonna be turned into a patio-like area! and we're gonna have the floors parquet-ed or something (: ii can't wait to see it! and my room's gonna have a BALCONYYYY! LOVE &hearts :DD and ii think we're gonna remove the trellis and add a veranda or something!
damn, this post was short! ii expected it to be longer! but there you go, singapore, the place where nothing happens. ii hate here. my diary hasn't been written in in ages.
time for PIANO PRACTICE.
bye poopheads
bloop @
10:30 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
ii forgot to blog about this last time (:
foo-face! she was so stoopid. like, her hands were dirty cos of the greenboard. and she asked for tissue. and then she found that she couldn't clean her hands properly so she used the liquid for removing blackboard mark and squirted it onto the tissue. and wiped her hands with it -_-" it's freakin` acidic!
jacobs wasn't in school so we had free period :DD ii was so guai, ii did my social studies graded assigment (: pris was folding the paper roses with bernadette, huiyi, chunnie etc. for bern's church fund-raising. there was a lotta screaming in the classroom which was really making me annoyed. but moomoo was so funnie! she went SSSSHHHHHH SSSSSSSHHHHHHHH SSSSSHHHH! so many times, ii asked her "do you want to go to the toilet?"and she was like "ii already went!" k, it doesn't sound funny here, but it was then.
my butt muscle hurts! so this morning ii did splits in class but it didn't help much =[ ii only felt the stretch in my hamstrings (ii think that's what it's called).
these are 3 out of the 65 pics ii took at the gym competition (: despite the stress, we still had fun :DD
bye poopheads
bloop @
11:58 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
woke up late this morning (: yes, ii meant the smiley face. ii was supposed to get up at 5 but ii got up at 6.07 after my mom called up the staircase, "GIRLS, IT'S 6 O' CLOCK!" you should've seen me jump outta bed (: ii nearly got up at the wrong side XD but then my daddy drove me to school (: and for once in my life, ii didn't reach school at 6.30! oh boyy ...!
PE was okaye, we did baseball. my aiming was farking shit today. ii swear, ii didn't even look where ii was throwing! but my catching and pitching were great (: but ii can't believe how bad ii'm getting at baseball! playing with the guys back in doha really helped. ii better not lose my touch.
there were all these people drilling when ii got home and they stared at me until ii told them that ii lived here :P and then they were like "OH SORRY SORRY!" :P ahaha. it was so hard to study so my dad sent me off to the library (: it wasn't so bad, ii actually got some work done! and school ended at 1.15 today so ii'm super psyched! ii had lotsa time to laze! haha.
dinner was at New York New York (: oh yumm. the portions were sooo big! ii only ordered half a spring chicken and ii felt so full even before ii finished it! my younger sis (YOUNGER!) helped me finish it! ii swear, her tummy is really getting more elastic these days, while mine is shrinking.
my sister borrowed a Baby Blues comic book from the library (: its so damn cute! :DD
bye poopheads
bloop @
4:01 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
aujourd'hui, we watched The Pianist in history. it was so sad, and ii can't believe how cruel the germans were to the jews. there was this scene when the germans stomped throught the Jews district and made this family on the top floor open the door. then they went inside while the family was having their dinner. theis german guy barked out something which must have meant "stand up!" cos that's what the whole family did except for the old grandfathe who was in a wheelchair. the germans made him stand but when he couldn't, then two german officers lifted him in his wheelchair and threw him off the balcony. needless to say, he died. ii knew what was going to happen and ii didn't want to see so ii covered my eyes. then the germans made the rest of the family go down into the streets and made them run. and as they were running, they shot them. that bit nearly made me cry in anger and pity. call me over-emotional, call me way too sentimental but that scene was just cruel.
ii was looking through my old essays in my thumbdrive. ii did this essay when ii was in doha, for history as well.
The Last One Standing
It was always the three us, John, Eddie and me. We were inseparable. Eddie and I grew up together, sharing our few toys, learning to crawl in each other’s kitchens. John took over as the head of the family after Dad died 5 years ago. He taught me how to ride a bike, everything Dad would have done before he died. Nobody was surprised when all three of us enlisted to help fight the war.
We were trembling with excitement as we joined the long queue of men signing up. We were told that it would all be over before Christmas. The thought of coming home victorious with all the glory was enough to make us enlist. The faces of Mother, little Abigail and my Sarah shining with unspeakable joy was all I thought about. How foolish we were then!
It was almost evening and yet, the sun still flared murderously overhead. My uniform stuck to my skin as buckets of perspiration rolled down my face. I hurt all over from the long hours I had to stand manning my post at the front line. I darted a look sideways. I could tell Eddie was feeling the same way I did. John was having a much-needed rest in the cramped dugout behind us.
Two years had passed since we first signed up. It felt like a lifetime ago. I felt a tap on my shoulder. John looked down at me with his piercing blue eyes. “Time to change over,” he said. His eyes were heavy with fatigue and lines were already appearing on his forehead. I muttered a hoarse “thanks” and disappeared into the cooler, but still stifling heat of the dugout. The swig of water did not help the dry, parched feeling I had in my throat. I lay down onto the mattress and tried to sleep.
However, sleep eluded me. The words “Gas….GAS!” echoed around in my head. The memory of the gas attack replayed itself over and over again in my mind. John, Eddie and I had only just fitted the clumsy helmets in time. Another member of our army was not as lucky as we were. I saw him gasping, stumbling. I could do nothing but look on helplessly as he staggered and choked. He plunged towards me with a glazed look in his eyes. I’d never forget that look. He’d blundered about like a blind man before finally collapsing on the ground, his body frozen in death. I tossed and turned, trying to compose my mind to sleep. I finally did, and dreamt a dream of the dead.
***
We took up our positions as dawn spread her pale fingers across the cloud-shrouded sky. Our division was one of the 13 British divisions to attack the German Second Army at the north of the Somme River. John’s section formed the right of the company while Eddie’s and mine formed the vanguard. We lay flat on the ground after the first bound forward. I caught sight of John and called to him, making a thumbs-up sign with my hand. He answered with a smile. How tall he was! He stood with his head erect and his eyes full of pride. At the sound of the bugle, I saw him running forward, with his bayonet fixed. He soon disappeared in the crowd of soldiers. That was the last time I say my brother alive…
Eddie and I had been fighting side by side. Shells exploded around us incessantly. Towers of mud kept rising and falling. I watched as our comrades fell, one after the other, like dominoes. I saw them flying…flying… I saw corpses blown into trees, hanging there like grotesque puppets. Looks of naked terror were etched on their faces. This was murder in cold blood. We’d come so far. I didn’t know how not to keep going. My legs kept running forward, refusing to stop.
I nearly tripped over a body. The corpse stared at me with its piercing blue eyes – where had I seen that before? And then it dawned on me. John. Indescribable pain gripped my heart. His body was riddled with bullets and lying in a pool of his own blood. A kind of coldness came over me and I discovered that I couldn’t scream or cry. I was ice. Dead. The word struck me cold and brutal.
I thought about John playing with Abigail when she was a baby. Throwing her up in the air and catching her in his arms. He used to do that to me, too. I was never afraid that I would fall. I felt completely secure when I was with him. I remembered his gentle smile, a smile that I’d never forget. He made everything seem alright. I didn’t know what I would have been without him. He reminded me of home, of Mother, of Abby and of Sarah. He reminded me of how happy we were before the war. When we could do anything we wanted to, when we could eat as much as we wanted. Life used to shimmer with hope and happiness. Now I wasn’t sure what life was anymore.
I missed the warmth of my home; the comfortingly normal snow-white table cloth, the feeling of security. Mother always had a light touch when it came to baking. She’d cover the cake with apricot glaze and stud the cake with little pearly balls and glacé cherries. I missed sitting on top of One Tree Hill watching the clouds go by, without a care in the world.
I took John’s hand in mine. It was cold. So cold. I heard Eddie shout my name and grab me by the scruff of my collar. We had to keep moving. I got to my feet shakily. It seemed like a crime, leaving my brother. But there was nothing I could do about it. Eddie and I fought our way through, trying to make it to the wire. The explosions all around us were deafening. So far, we’d been lucky. Apart from a few bruises and cuts on our arms and faces, we were fine.
The world suddenly went silent and I felt myself in the air with Eddie beside me. I tried to push myself up, but then I realised that I couldn’t move my arm. It was bent at a weird angle and my forearm was missing. A searing pain ripped through me. I looked at Eddie. His face was deathly pale and his breathing came in short and ragged gasps. Blood was oozing out of a wound in his stomach. Did I just say that we’d been lucky? How ironic. Then the world was plunged into total darkness.
***
“You gotta cast the line out as far as you can, Will. As far as you can, alright? That’s the only way you can catch any fish,” said John and I was bathed in his gentle smile.
I struggled through a sea of grogginess to open my eyelids. I was in an unfamiliar room lying on white sheets. Eddie was in a bed across mine. I hobbled over and shook his arm gently.
“Hey,” I whispered. Eddie opened his eyes and gave me the ghost of a smile.
“Hey,” he replied. He winced as he tried to laugh. “Remember those battles we had with sticks from the wood? We thought we’d be alright, didn’t we?” He leaned back against the pillows. “You’re strong, Will. You’ll make it. Tell Mother and Jenny that I love them, okay?” Eddie gave my hand a squeeze with as much strength as he could.
“Okay,” I said my voice catching. “I won’t forget you.”
“I know you won’t,” Eddie answered and smiled at me. Then he closed his eyes and I knew that he’d never open them again.
- END -
reading it still makes me cry. *sigh*
ii'm annoyed. ii mean, ii'm freakin online after so long and nobody interesting's online! all ii keep seeing is "Connor is now online" -_-" ii mean, Connor's a dear, but why can't Jadu or Richard get online like now?? Richard says he may be coming to visit in August :D ii so can't wait! he'd better come!
and ii'm doing my english speech. and ii've been searching on the internet for the past half hour on "singaporean tv programmes are lousy" and all ii get is JUNK.
had ballet yesterday (: we did pointe for so long! my feet are still numb *groans*
bye poopheads
bloop @
2:33 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
GYM COMPETITION - its so hard to talk about it cos ii don't know where to start. and ii don't think ii want to because it'll mean re-living all those tears and anger again. it's really strange how they always manage to calculate our marks wrongly, every single year. for all of us, it isn't about losing. we've always gotten first, second or third overall. not this year. apparently. mrs yeo wanted to see all the B div girls. immediately after hearing the results, beverley, lynette and jolene went straight to the results board. we should've gotten overall second. ii don't get it. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE JUDGES? and the fucking system?
during the semi-finals the raised all our hopes, telling lynette that for now she was first in the compulsory overall. that gwendalinne, cecelia and xin xian were first/second for one or two apparatus. during the prize presentation, they didn't even win a thing. this mack girl from RGS came in first for B Div compulsory. and lynette's total score was higher than hers.
even though ii didn't compete, ii could see how hard all of them worked. lynette and the others trained every day for the past two weeks. and they get nothing. it just did not seem fair. as joey so rightly said, it's not about losing. it's about the injustice of it all. no one could hear the bell for the start of the xiao ji ti music. no wonder my juniors were confused. the judges refused to let them redo the routine. but gladys chua, whose ribbon music stuttered halfway, was allowed to redo her routine.
how can they raise our hopes like that, and then take it away from us later? all of us, we cried so many tears. and right after the prize giving, we had to take group shots. the primary came in overall champion, so that's a plus. but all of us secondary were so shocked, upset and angry that we didn't even care about taking pictures. after telling us numerous times to get into the picture, one of the moms lost her temper at gwendalinne, cecelia, xin xian and justina. she yelled at them to hurry up and get into the picture. and it wasn't even the secondary team pic. it was for the primary team pic. and gwendalinne and the others were C Div secondary.
how can she yell at them like that? she can't understand what it's like for them, working so hard and then losing everything. how can she scream at them like that, when they're all feeling so hopeless and tired, and angry? so what if she was a gymnast trained by teng before? she should've been more understanding. doesn't she know what failure feels like? her daughter and ii used to be in the same ballet class and ii'd always see her coming to pick her up outside the studio. she always seemed so friendly, so nice. now ii see who she is. and ii don't even want to say it. her fake, made-up face, done to hide her despicable true self. ii hate you, do you hear me? II HATE YOU.
we shall know the final results on monday, when the irresponsible judges have re-calculated he results.
bloop @
8:56 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
mon dieu, je suis tres fatigue. urgh. my back hurts like CRAYZEE and my legs hurt almost just as much and ii've a bruise near the hollow of my ankle. gee, describing my battle scars make me feel so much better! not.
ii have so much homeword left to do and a chemistry test to study for and ii really shouldn't be blogging but if ii so much as look at the pile of unfinished homework ii think ii'll really have a nervous breakdown. and ii trained so hard in gym today and lost so much water [saying that is a lot more classy than saying "ii sweated alot"] and lately ii've been sleeping at 2am ish. not that ii want to, ii just can't sleep! oh god.
and my stupid freakin mom just came in and said "stop chatting." for fook's sake, ii've been working my ass off! and priscilla and keatkeat just told me there's a chem online quiz and chem hw. II FEEL AN UNRESISTABLE URGE TO BITE OFF SOMEONE'S HEAD. ii hate the way things keep piling up!
ii need to sleep. *sighs*
ii got really pissed at someone in gym today. ii mean, she just really doesn't know how to count properly at the right time. when you grande battement a la seconde on the right and left leg you can get your leg up higher if you count slightly faster. that stupid girl was counting so freakin slow, no wonder everyone's legs kept cramping up! and then when you grande battement derriere it's better you count slower so you can gain momentum and speed to get your leg up to 180 degrees. that stupid girl counted so fast.
oh boyy... facebooking is fun (:
and ii was on youtube and ii came across this video of the Beauty and the Beast musical we did in January :D and the Finale - Transformation Reprise bit was so nice! ii think it was Pieter's dad who filmed it. anyway. ii saw myself dancing (: and ii saw clarissa lift me into the fishtail dive which both of us were so worried about! damn, IT LOOKED GOOD! ii miss doing musicals! it was so fun then, on the night of the performances the teachers had to keep telling us to SHUT UP cos the dressing room was right next to the stage and the audience could hear everything. and ii remember kevin and ii would hide under the table and pull the costumes of the other characters walking past XD and we'd watch Rush Hour 3 on someone's ipod - Trishan's ii think. and ii remember clarissa, courtney and ii had to always run along the whole perimeter of the backstage so we'd be in time for the Finale :P
those were the days...
♥
bloop @
3:49 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008
ii feel like puking =[
today had tuition in the morning... boring stuff.
watched barbie. yes, BARBIE. the swan lake one and the princess and the pauper (: ii feel so young at heart! haha. and ii also watched Pochahontas Part II :D so nice! and so romantic! *sighs*
and ii realise when ii read other people's blogs or hear people at school talking, it's like, they love st. nicks so much. so much that they get sentimental. it was the same at camp. it's nice to see people feeling so much for the school. ii think ii used to be like that. but then after ii've come back from doha, ii don't think ii can ever love st. nicks or singapore the way ii did back then. everything's changed, everything's different, no matter how much ii want to cling onto last year, it's like, things are moving and there's no stopping it. doha was once in a lifetime. ii only wish ii'd cherished it more. ii find myself thinking, "in doha ___ was better etc etc." now, finding fault with singapore is kind of second nature for me, but ii can't help it.
went to the library and borrowed two thick books (: ii realise if ii find a book that ii like, and it's part of a series, and ii can't find the other books on the shelf, ii won't borrow it. even if it sounds appealing.
and ii also realise that if ii'm studying, ii really really cannot listen to instrumentals. because ii'll start thinking about the instruments playing and what key it's in and ii start trying to figure out what the notes are. and ii couldn't sleep yesterday night so ii called priscilla and we chatted for almost an hour :D and ii was telling her about that and she was like "what's wrong with you??" :P and when ii called her father answered the phone and he was so nice to chat with me too (: and he was like "priscilla's taking a cold shower" XD
my quote for the day :
me: eeee, why's the bowl so oily?!
yuqing: hello? it's CHICKENATED water, genius!
:P
and for keatkeat cherie, GOONG PICS! ♥
au revior, poopheads
bloop @
4:15 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
*SCREAMS*
AWWWWWWW...
"this is the size of your thigh" :P
ii have pretty much nothing to say, so ii'll just crap. aimlessly :D
my apple's so crunchyy! ♥
had to buy curry puffs for mommy today but ii couldn't remember where the stall was so ii was pratically walking around Jubilee for a whole 15 mins. ii even called keatkeat to ask! oh and ii bought BUBBLE TEA ♥ again! heehee. this time ii didn't buy from AMK Hub. and the lady knew what ii wanted and got me PEACH MILK TEA. oh yumm... :DD
&& because my number used to belong to my mommy until she got a new SIMcard, she forgot to text all her contacts about her new number. so every now and then ii get texts from her friends and ii have to forward them to my mom. so there was once ii got this text from "Eunice" it said:
"ii'm expecting my second one .etc etc. (can't remember) and hope we can meet up..."
and because when you forward texts, unlike e-mails, you don't see who the original sender was. and my mom nearly had a heart attack when she saw the text. thank goodness at the end of the message was the name "Eunice"
o.0
bye poopheads
bloop @
4:26 PM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
ii sent a bgillion e-mails to people on Pianofiles requesting for Ice Pond Goong - Princess Hours sheet music. a very simple request. ii got a reply from this person:
"hi..i am sorry i have deleted away that piano score from my computer because my computer's memory was full that day... but i have another goong song attached... hope u dun mind... btw can u send me AUTUMN IN MY HEART?"
NO II CAN'T. ii can't find that score on this computer. and hello? ii asked for ICE POND. not Goong S - Miracle for god's sake! OF COURSE II FREAKIN MIND! ii've been waiting for that song for ages! some people just PISS ME OFF.
ii mean, seriously.
lazed about most of the day until 12.30 when ii left for training. had cup noodles, met xin xian on the bus, made her eat my fries etc. training was okay. ii really need to work harder! oh and ii bought bubble tea: PEACH MILK TEA. the lady gave me this disgusting brew that ii was pretty sure would give me diarhoea <-- ii'm pretty sure something's missing there, but heck. and then when ii was on the train home there were so many people getting on at yishun ii was squished to the wall by this stupid woman. ii mean, there was so much space on her left but no, she had to stand so freakin close to me. so to annoy her, ii slurped my disgusting bubble tea EXTREMELY LOUDLY in her ear. *sly grin* SERVE YOU RIGHT.
ii walked home from yew tee MRT station cos the bus was taking sooo long to arrive! it was a pretty nice walk cos it was windy so that's a plus for today! :D saw this minor car accident.
ii'm so tired. my knee hurts. urgh.
bye poopheads
bloop @
2:22 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
ii have nothing much to do. ii'm seriously bored. *groans* so out of the million other things ii can do, ii blog. clap for me, infidels.
ii just found out today that mr choo was leaving! my jaw pratically dropped open! ii can't imagine him leaving! he was one of the teachers that made my entry in st nicks okay! he actually made me feel included. not saying that all the other teachers made me feel out of place, but ii just did. he must be one of the most cheerful teachers ii've ever met. ii can't believe he's leaving! ii haven't known him that long, but ii felt so bereft when he gave his so-called farewell speech. to tell the truth, it made me feel like crying. ii guess ii lost it when ii saw keatkeat huddled up in tears. why do all the good people have to leave? people always leave. the look on his face when he said the speech was ... ii don't know how to explain it. utterly ... forlorn. ii'm not explaining this well. ii don't even want to think about what's going to become of us now.
it's so gorgeous, right? (: my neighbour got it for me! SWAROVSKI CRYSTALS! ♥ it's a guardian angel :D *hinthint*
gym was okay, ii really admire my seniors. they really have perseverance. and it was so nice of them to encourage me to push on and stretch just a little bit longer. *touched* :DD
keatkeat was so sweet to lend me her GOONG soundtrack CDs (: ii ♥ you dear!
and ii was just doing this quiz on Facebook: What's Your Sixth Sense?
Clairsentient
Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others. As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained. We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days.
o.0
okay. ii think ii'm just gonna go or ii'll keep crapping till the sky falls. CHICKEN LITTLE! ahaha.
au revoir, poopheads.
bloop @
3:57 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ii had to choose a pic that would make keatkeat squeal again :D so are you squealing yet, keatkeat? :DD haha. ii do admit, it's alot less suggestive than the previous post! haha. priscilla was nuts over this picture too :P and ii found an absolutely
gorgeous picture of min hyorin (: ii ♥ her name! ii'm actually seriously considering naming my daughter hyorin! *laughs* now that ii've finished watching Goong, it's kinda sad cos the whole suspense was really quite fun!
overslept this morning [6.15!] and nearly tripped down the stairs trying to get down! and then when ii got to amk mrt station ii nearly missed the bus but got on just in time (: and ii reached school just in time too! :DD and even had time to buy mushroom bread! ahaha
but then in chemistry ii began to have this horrible migraine and it just kept coming and going and coming and going! *groans* and it continued during chinese. dang. ii don't feel like talking about it. so ii came home instead of going for gym. ii was seriously afraid of fainting in gym.
during maths it was quite funny cos huiyi suddenly went "da chang jing!" and ii was like WHAT? BA ZHANG?! okay. ii need to dig my ears. it was so funny! haha.
and ii was surfing on the net just now. and found what would have been Goong 2. it was just the story in black and white. but at least, right? there were only four chapters -_-" but anyway. at least Yul began to like some other girl! he's not gonna be sad anymore (:
AND AND AND. my guardian angel replied! by e-mail! A SUPER LONG E-MAIL! *giggles* 97kb o.0
and another picture for good measure (: Xin looks so cute here, don't you think? :DD
buhbye
poopheads
bloop @
10:40 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
that's your cue to squeal (: *SQUEALS* haha. ii've finished watchin GOONG ♥! and ii guess you would think it was time for me to get on with other things, such as the holiday homework *hinthint* *groans* we have SHITLOADS of work! this isn't even considered a holiday! this is CHILD LABOUR. anyway. knowing me, ii'll go even further. ii know spend my time surfing the internet for pictures from goong :P so like me!
ii just went downstairs to chop up the red peppers and onions for tonights' pasta ♥. my mom just called and told me to check on the soup every now and then. and its so annoying cos ii have to keep running up and down FIFTY-EIGHT steps. just to check on soup. and oh yah. my hands stink of onions. urgh.
there has to be caijing and yul at least somewhere on blog! haha. so nice, right? and after ii find all the nicenice pics there is of goong, ii'll start searching for soundtracks! HAHA. you can bet your bottom dollar ii'm SO HOOKED!
yesterday she told me about one of her other friends who was standing with us on the bus. it was ... pretty unexpected. but ii'm so glad she decided to tell me. not many people would've done that. it seemed a pretty private matter. ii'll always be here for you :D
and yesterday mrs tan wanted to see me about my history essay. after telling me the whole structure (which was extremely nice of her) she asked me whether ii was coping well. somehow, it was a hard question to answer. she then added "it's like we're draining you." ii guess, ii've been drained so long ago already. what else is there to drain me of? ii drained myself of everything when it was decided that we would move back.
*runs down to check on soup*
*runs back up*
mommy's gonna be back at about 7. ii better finish all this before she comes back and do piano practice or "YOUR PIANO COST US $6000 ++ AND YOU DON'T PRACTICE! IT'S SO MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE THAN YOUR SISTER'S FLUTE! ..... " hello? it's a flute. its bound to be much cheaper!
bye poopheads
bloop @
12:33 PM